jakedepravity
jakedepravity:

Janey’s father had preogrammed deep into her being the fact that she was unloveable…that she didnt deserve tenderness and care and the softness of true love….

…that she was the sort of broken girl that needed to always be working to earn the love and attention of the people in her life…

…her father was dead now these last 5 years, but his message lived on in her…especially when it came to their son…even though she had to go to her safe place shewould work and work and work to be sure she earned the sweet tender love her son gave so freely….

…even if sometimes she hated herself for it

jakedepravity:

Janey’s father had preogrammed deep into her being the fact that she was unloveable…that she didnt deserve tenderness and care and the softness of true love….

…that she was the sort of broken girl that needed to always be working to earn the love and attention of the people in her life…

…her father was dead now these last 5 years, but his message lived on in her…especially when it came to their son…even though she had to go to her safe place shewould work and work and work to be sure she earned the sweet tender love her son gave so freely….

…even if sometimes she hated herself for it

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    Janey’s father had preogrammed deep into her being the fact that she was unloveable…that she didnt deserve tenderness...
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